I don't know where I'm going
\nI don't know where I've been
\nI figure I won't be there with you
\nI hope I'll never be here again.
I don't really fell that
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\nor a
\ncigarette
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Something I can mentally
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\nfocus on,
Something that separates
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\nthe other people.
\nthere's me,
\nthe beer,
\nthen the other people.
It's a nice little wall
\nto hide behind.
Instead of me
\njust sitting
\nuncomfortably
\nwith my hands
\non my knees
\nand my attention
\non the person
\nacross from me
wow
\njust what I need,
\nsomething else to work on.
I was looking over my poems
\nand noticed that some
\nof them
\ncould have been worded
\ndifferently
\nbut then,
\nthose misplaced words
\nspoke to me.
they said,
\n"Matt, don't erase
\nme
\nI stand as a testament
\nto how life is
\nand the way things
\nwork out sometimes
\ncan't be changed."
So I left them.
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\nbed
\nand think about
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\nyou could have been?
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\nArtist?
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\nWriter?
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\nMusician?
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Nobody ever dreams
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\nMiddle Management
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\nthe people that got
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\nthem because they were
\nthe easiest to
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\nDentist
\nGraphic Artist
\nProgrammer
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\npeople is just
\nbullshit
\ntalk.
We know what
\nthey did the
\nnight before.
\nor
\nabout their bad
\nexperience with
\nspiders,
\nor waiters
\nor vodka
\nor pot
\nor whatever
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\nnothing about themselves.
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\nby telling you
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\nlike how pathetic their
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\nthey tell you something
\nthat happened to them
\nwhen they were
\ngrowing
\nup
\nour initial reaction is
\naaaaaah!
\nfuck dude, why are you telling
\nme this?
\nI don't even know you that well.
exactly.
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\nTV and saw a message
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\nhave never touched
\na dial on a TV and
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\nthe fact that
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\ncan beat the
\ncrap out of me
\nin video games
\nI can still
\nread a watch with
\nhands on it.
so there...
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\nyou
\nare sitting in
\nnotice
\nthe walls.
\nthe window.
\nthe ceiling.
\nthe floor.
\nlook into the
\nfar corner of the
\nroom.
see the space
\nbetween you
\nand
\nit.
\nNow
\nhold up your
\nindex finger
\nand look at the finger print
\nnotice the swirls
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\nthe room was compared
\nto your finger?
there is a lesson here...
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\nthe ones you can't help
\nstaring at
\nthe perfect
\nFace...
\nBody...
\nCurve of the neck.
\nthe ones that make you numb
\nweak
\nunintelligible
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\nNormal people don't look that
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\nThese beautiful people are
\nabnormal
\nnature gravitates towards a
\nnorm.
\nthese people lie outside of it.
\nthey are the
\nweirdo's
\nthey don't fit in.
remember that the next
\ntime you are afraid
\nto talk to one
let me
\nlet you
\nin on a little secret
\nI'm not very good at letting people
\nin on secrets.
If you understand it, you will get it.
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\nlifting weights.
\nkick-boxing.
\neating
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\nthat's fine.
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\nGive me Thomas Hobbes over Ralph Lauren.
\nGive me Renes Descartes over Tommy Hilfiger.
I spend more time with myself
\nthan with other people
\nI take myself everywhere.
\nI'm not going to look this good forever.
The mind sees more than the eye.
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